Thoughts.

The past 48 hours have been emotionally draining and my thoughts are everywhere. 

• What is 2015 going to be like?

• Will I pass my drivers test?

• Do they think I'm a loser because I prefer to hang around them vs people closer to my age? 

• will a therapist really help me?

• do I need medicine because I worry so much?

*sigh* exactly why I didn't want to be alone on New Year's Eve. But how do you tell someone you don't want to be alone on this holiday because you're afraid of yourself & what you're capable of? 😳 I think I'm just going to go sleep for a bit - staying awake by my lonesome isn't the best idea.

Here's to 2015...✌️